Saturday, November 27, 2004
â 7:05 PM
sorry been really busy...sigh...on tuesday after a very long time i cried...yup got my results that day didnt clear my a n p paper...never felt so sad before...sigh...got supp paper on this coming tuesday...worst still i was sick and my frens were all at the class bbq...i didn't go...wasn't feeling well...sick...so people were enjoying themselves and i was at home crying my eyes out...never felt so alone and lost...didnt wanna call them up and bother them when they were having fun...sigh...i feel like i've missed out a lot this pass few weeks...i haven't left the house since hari raya...yup that sunday...been at home the whole time...feel so depressed...the results didnt help obviously...did really well for my other modules...got 2 A's...suprisingly...i dont know why but i just feel so alone rite now...dont really have anyone to pour my feelings out to...my best frens are in different schools now...it feels terrible not having them sround...not having them there to push and encourage me to study...i really miss them...i miss lili,christine,jun and edina...i miss siti...they're all oner the place...3 in smu, 1 in ntu and one in nus...mss you guys...c u all soon